From Fear To A Force
By Tina Green
In the middle of maternity leave with my second child, I quit my job. I had assumed I would return after my allotted 12 weeks, but like so many women, my career went on pause as a result of issues with childcare access and affordability, as well as perinatal depression due to a difficult pregnancy and the diagnosis of my daughter’s genetic condition.
At first, the transition caused a lot of inner turmoil; I felt tremendous guilt for abandoning my co-workers. I was envious of my husband’s successes and impact on others. I questioned if this choice would impact my career forever. I’m also ashamed that I felt embarrassed in the beginning to say I was a stay-at-home mom (SAHM), as if that made me less intelligent, capable or independent.
I have been a SAHM for almost a year now, and I have since reframed these thoughts and have completely embraced this chapter of life with immense gratitude and recognition of the privilege I have been given.
But something completely unexpected happened in this last year: I started to create the life that I’ve always wanted.
I have been able to tap into my creativity once again, something I rarely had time for before. I have had the time to think about what I truly want and the legacy I want to leave. These reflections have led to the creation of my own organization, Words With Conviction, an advocacy training program for the incarcerated and formerly incarcerated. I want to ensure that their stories are heard and that they have the tools to make waves.
Quitting my job was one of the best decisions I’ve ever made; not only do I get this time with my family, I am creating something I believe in and on my terms.
Tina Green is the founder of Words With Conviction, a non-profit advocacy training program for the incarcerated and formerly incarcerated.
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